Well I went to work and it was okay. Just distracted by this drama all day and waaay tired. Too much stress! DAM has not tried to contact me as far as I can tell. No texts and no phone calls. I'm trying to pretend that it doesn't bother me and that I am still furious and don't care but right now I wish we were okay again so that he could be here to hold me. How pathetic!!! Argh!
Detach. . .detach. . .detach.
I am still really confused about everything that went down yesterday. It's almost like a blur at this point. A hurricane!
I really don't even know what I want anymore. How do I figure that out? For good?
