Stella, this stuff is so hard even for us vets. Trust me, I had some very low moments this weekend after thinking I had dropped the rope as well...(guess FG is too wise for his own good). You are still doing great and dont give spider any of your energy. Easier said than done but she does not deserve it. As for your friends, they mean well but set your boundaries with them. They love you and dont want to see you hurt. They dont see that their actions are hurting you also. Tell them so they can back off so it is easier for you to GAL.
Your doing great.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008