I don't understand either whatdidido, it hurts so bad, I have always been there for her, would have done anything for her, I would have given her anything I could, I loved her very much and I still do, but she cannot handle it.

it is sad, she wants to do her own thing, ok, nothing I can do about it but work on myself

Her family, friends, everyone, knows me and what a good person I am, they know I loved my W, they don't understand either. These are people who have been around my W and her family their whole life. These are the godparents of our children the people we have over every holiday, the people my W respects.

The guy OM, that my W says is her true love and the person she was meant to be with wasn't at the funeral I know she would have a hard time bringing him into the picture, maybe someday she wouldn't be so embarrised to bring him around the people she respects. We will see, he will never be welcome in my house.

Just keep swimming, just keep swimming

M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D6, D6, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08
Date I'll forgive W for A = never