puppy...

Who knows what I should do...I definately have not been DBing all day.. Hubby and I have had heated texts all day.. I want to understand what he is feeling and how he can do this....

His main comment is something is missing for me...yea... your emotionaly bonded to OW...leave her.

I just dont know what to do.... I cant stop feeling sick...crying... I made eye contact with her 2 times today..i feel like she was smirking.... I hate her .....for taking my husband and ruining my family...

He wants me to not talk.. said ..I thought you were going to walk away...

I told him..I wont fight her for him..but I will fight you for US!!

We have so much invested..how can he think they are happily ever after.

He told me today ..Sorry you can find better....

What do I do...is it time to give up.....

I am to the point where I pray to not wake up every day....

I hate my life...I cant escape anything....

Sandy


m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend