Treese,
Yes, you are making the best of a bad situation. But, you know what? I think you are doing well for what life has tossed at you. Go out, have some fun. You need that. I think you will find that being out, away from the house and a change of scenery will do you good.

As for your h, that's his problem if he doesn't have electricity. He needs to "rough it" for a while.

Time to take care of Treese and your children. Keep up the good work and also moving forward!


Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.