You need to stop and take stock of what is important to you and what you are doing for you and relax.
You know what you want and don't worry about what other people think or think is best for you, only you can make that decision.
Work on you PMA and GAL. It sound like you are making progress with your R but not really there, only time will answer the big questions, you can't rush it. Remember patience and taking it slow, and taking care of you.
I think it is great you have other plans, you know if you don't like the way he is treating you in regards to only coming over late, don't let him, and then maybe he will get the idea that you aren't just sitting around waiting for him. It is good to not always be too available, especially in this situation. Also remember we aren't supposed to believe everything that comes out of their mouthes, and certainly we aren't supposed to hang on it. Next time that beer is offered to you, take it.
Hang in there, big hug
J
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
