I think that men go through emotional cycles just as much as we do, if not more. I always try to remember that the WAH is probably suffering even more than we are, even if that doesn't seem possible. I also think that on the days where they DON'T reach out, we should probably be grateful. After all much of what most of them say can be mean and venomous, and if they are kind enough to ignore us on those days, it's probably a good thing...:)
Hope you are doing well today, ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
I know I really do know that he is going through some emotional rollercoasters. Oh well all I can do is make every contact a pleasant one and work on myself!!
I think the pt job is going to be fun. I know weird..lol. But it's at IKEA right after my regular job and I get a discount..Wooo Hooo. I think part of me working on me will be fixing up the apartment.
Grrrrr!!!! I hate this....H texts me "Hey lady, you gonna be home tonight?" Of course my cell phone was cut off this morning and I can only receive calls/texts but can not make any. Anywho I call him from my work phone and leave a message telling him that I go the message but can't reply but will not be home til after 9 from pt job. I know it's a positive he is reaching out...even though I don't know yet why he wants to know. But what I hate it that this DAM still gets me so nervous and gives me butterflies!!!! I feel like a little teenager over here shaking. Ok sorry needed to vent to try to calm down.
I'd be exactly the same way if I were in your shoes...
I think it's great that he's reaching out, do you think he will call/stop by later?
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
Hi ITH - Probably will stop by, I think. I guess I hope too, but won't let him in on that. I just can't believe that all of this and I still get so nervous. Phhhewwww deep breath. Lmao he's probably only reaching out because he is h--ny. I'll take whatever I get right now
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
It depends on how often he can get a car. Last month he came by once a week because his mom was on vacation and left him the car. Before that it's been between 1 - 2 times a month after coming up with different reasons to come over.
Thanks JCJ, your right I can show him happy, everything is great, me...lol. I can flirt and show him the chick he first fell in love with. I will calm down now and just wait for his next move.
