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[HopefultotheEnd]

I really havn't been able to deal with my sitch lately. I've just regressed so far, not detatched etc...

Puppy:

Hi, HTTE --

I think if you'll go back to your old posts, you'll see that's pretty much exactly what I was trying to encourage you to do back in mid-May. I'd especially refer you back to my post to you on 5/21.

I re-read your post and yes it really does apply again to my sitch. When that was happening I was focused on her moving out which she did. In this instance it's the money. I don't think I'm sold on the benifit of filing. I guess I still need help seeing the big picture.

So far I've at least commited myself to going as completely dark as humanly possible. I think I want my W back too much. It's driving me crazy. This is the worst since the week after she left. I'm sure it has to do with all the little things that have come up lately. Her initiating affection, sleeping in my bed. As much as I hate it I can't allow that anymore. Regardless on wether I have a "talk" with her.

Tomorrow evening she mentioned she wants do do a budget. I'm going to have to figure out how to act dark and friendly. I also need to decide if I am going to bring up "anything" I think I said my piece about the bills so all that is left is the honesty and respect and confrontation about what evidence I have. I think that she doesn't feel that it is wrons since she moved out.

I'm doing the best I can.