You know, I don't think I am going to be borrowing her car at all. She is really giving me a hard time. I am talking to the local Hyundai dealer right now about getting a small, cheap, economical car. I hate to do that. But when I talked to her this morning about the car, she was not sure she would be able to get her H's permission for me to use it for more than a couple of days.

I don't need this crap. Hyundai has a great deal right now where the car payment would only be about $150/mo, which I can swing. I will have to see if my dad can cosign, but I don't think he will have a problem with that.

Geez...what is it with "friends" trying to kick you when you are down?

I give up.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..