Husband's Missed Oppotunity #2

[blindsided1]

I'm with you on the down day SO2. I feel really sad today. Not sure why. But, I do. All I can think about is the fact that I'm one day closer to NOT being his wife. I miss him. This really sucks. I start to feel okay and upbeat and like I can handle this. Then I have days like today where I just want to be with him and love him and have him love me again. I hate today.

I look at our daughter and I can't believe that he doesn't want to spend every minute with her. He was supposed to come see her last night - he didn't - again. He said he was going to stop by tonight and give me money. But, K will be asleep by the time he gets there. It kills me that he is okay with just spending a couple hours on Sunday with her and that's it. What happened to him? What happened to the man that couldn't wait to start our family? I want THAT guy back.