Thanks Michelle...but I was reading back and watched how many times you and Jeff pulled me up!!! Especially there in the beginning...I can't believe looking back how much of a mess I was. I am so pleased to have come this far. Although my life has fallen apart, so to speak, I am still in a better place now than I was all those months ago.

Next month will be a year, and I look back on the year with no regrets. I have learned so much and grown so much. In the last two months, H and I have made so much headway, and though I still don't know what the future holds, I am finally in a place where I know I can handle it no matter what. I still don't know how I got here...but I am loving every minute of it!!!


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..