He and I chatted a bit...my Nan is going down hill pretty fast and I was speaking to my Mom while we were chatting so I filled him in.
NC...if it feels bad it's got to be good??? No pain no gain??? I think we're all insane
It is hard. I am not going to deny that. But if you ever want to see how well it works. look at my sitch...I did it for a week. NC, none, nada, zip, zilch.
H and I have talked almost every day since. And for me, alot of the fear is gone. Being able to get through that gives you so much strength it is unbelievable. Even if H doesn't contact me for a few days, I know I will be okay. You will too.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
