God give me the patience and the strength...7

[theotherhalf]

But talking back sometimes keeps him talking...and I have so many questions...my calling back this morning was a way to validate what he had said. Maybe it was in the wrong way but I tried. It really wasn't a R talk. Neither of us said a word about our R. More about him.

If my H does not come back we will either lose this farm or sell it. Plain and simple. There is no way I can pay the house payment or the farm payment without his income. With the cut in pay he took changing jobs it may just come sooner than later too. If H files or does not come home. Eventually I will move. I hate the thought of moving to town but I really have no other option. I guess I've accepted that it has to be.

H brought insurance papers today. He didn't get any details so I don't know how long it will be yet. But at least the papers are filled out. Now if he "remembers" to turn them in tomorrow. And no, we do not have any coverage right now. Holding my breath...

Legal stuff...Haven't heard a d*mb thing. Other than a letter last week stating they were moving the pre lim date back to October 23 instead of the 9th. Just keep delaying and delaying. Still haven't gotten my papers about the deal. Don't know what to think of that. Hoping that no news is good news I guess...

I think so(baby steps)...just don't know where I am heading.

H called tonight to tell me he called about his 401 today. He's saying that he is probably going to leave it with the company it is at and roll it into an IRA. Good choice! I hope he's telling me the truth. But he told me the details so I think so.

I too just keep plugging away...God this sucks!!!!