The problem is..i cant focus..it is consuming me..... I do keep busy with the kids. They have me running all the time.
Yes ..he is with someone who i became close with and was my best friend for last 1.5-2.0 years.
And..yes we work together... lol she looks like such a bitch... But it is extremely hard... she is thinner than I ..but everyone says she is not nearly as pretty and has no personality...(that makes me feel worse almost..being left for someone that noone feels is even hot!)
In my heart... I know he loves me..he has told me..and has shown me making love..so why is he connected with her...We cannot rebuild while she is in the picture.
