don't bother to try to convince me otherwise..I've made up my mind..a decision that has long since been in the making..long before h had his little girlfriend..long before h lied to me about continuing to keep his little girlfriend...long before h left...long before h came home etc etc etc.
I don't want to be married to h anymore...I simply have no choice but to keep him around for the sake of the kids..but as far as a life with him...I don't care anymore...I don't want to waist my life away loving someone who just doesn't get it. the door is closed. game over.
dbing is great for those people who screwed up...who were living wrong..who were judgemental or selfish or self absorbed or reserved or closed off..or afraid etc etc etc. I was none of those things...h was..by all rights I should have left him a long time ago...infact I never should have married him and I knew it then (and no that's not some alien talking either) I'm all done with this.
