Thank you everyone.... the hugs are definately needed....
I am numb... I feel like the biggest idiot ever. I know for my kids sake I have to move on and not let him do this to me emotionally. But, I will be honest, If he left her..and proved it for a long period of time, showed remorse, and worked to date me..I would love to fix our marriage and have him back.
That is why I am conflicted. I hate the situation and what he has done.. but I love him more than ever... seems crazy, but I have worked on me and how I can be a better wife and what I want in a relationship and in doing so...I fell deeper in love..
Everyone thinks I am crazy and stupid but... its just hard to move on.
Work is absolutely horrible.. seeing her makes me literally sick to my stomach... how she can do this.
I did bring boxes home today to start packing his things... what else can I do.
