I went back to the beginning, and remembered how I felt, how hopeless and lost I felt. I felt that I would never be able to live w/o H. Even in light of everything that has happened, I am amazed that I don't feel that way anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still love H w/ all my heart, and pray every day that we work through all this hoopla. But if we didn't, I would be okay too.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
