ponderings

[holdingon]

perhaps letting go of the fear of impending doom

I'm quite familiar with this, unfortunately... Saw a bumper sticker, fear is temporary, regret is permanent. Just keep telling yourself that worry and fear are not going to improve your situation.

Is there something that turns him on (did you read the Altoid post??), showers, massage, etc.? Or does he avoid everything that might lead to sex? Good luck LL, hang in there.