kat, I joined the alternate universe. Haven't introduced myself yet though.
Beth, yes, him coming and going, (and basically staying) is hard. I would be so much better NOT seeing him everyday. Very true.
Saw OW's H at pizza day at school today. OW never goes on that day, because its always been the day I am up there. But OW's H was very nice, happy to see me, told me I looked great. He must have a thang for track pants and hats. lol All in all, nice guy.
Small R talk with H while cleaning up the backyard today. He basically mentioned how fast Oct 16th is coming up, and I said something like "For the record, we could have worked". He countered with "You would never trust me again, I couldn't live like that". I told him that he wasn't 'back'. If he was back, I could begin to build trust. We ended up a peaceful note. Just working things out in our heads. Sometimes, I am in awe just at how 'done' he really is. Aw well. All in a day.
Keeping an eye on my lower ride tummy region. Having on and off sharp pains today (and last night, come to think of it). Feel a bit...off....
