ponderings

[holdingon]

LL,
I'm with you. I am sick of being patient, myself. And I know that you deserve so much more than you are receiving. And I know that you have been working so incredibly hard, and it is so frustrating. And, of course, there ARE LBS that don't wait it out, that have their own MLC and become WAS themselves. It ALL sucks. But, before you throw in the towel, just remember how far you have come (and how tired you are to hear that, too...) and how hard this stage is for everyone. Ellie and Sage all took a long time to find a place where they were at peace with their H's. Let time heal your wounds, vent here, find positives with your sitch, and try hard not to dwell so on the negatives.