Quote: I think you are going to have to go back to the all time DB basic premise: PATIENCE.
patience!! I am so tired of being patient...what you don't understand is that I was being patient before all this crap started...constantly being told next year will be better...I'll have more time...just let me get this year under my belt..etc...etc...empty promises that things would get better and he'd have more time...I had just reached a point where I accepted the trade off...so h wasn't around all that much..so we didn't do a whole lot together...I was afforded the luxury of staying at home with my kids in a beautiful new home with a nice yard to boot! only to discover what a fraud it all was...h was in love with some one else...that was a year and 9 months ago..then h gave me a taste of how good it could be...only to then leave four months later (a year and 5 months ago) to then eventually return and show me how truly great it could be (roughly a year ago) only to again return to a state of almost roomates. so tell me how much friggen patients do I need to have???!!!
and what is it you suppose I do whilst I'm being patient???? without becoming a waw myself? without becoming involved in an ea or pa of my own whilst I get myself a life to keep me busy while I'm patiently waiting for h to take his foot off the damn dock and get in the boat???
