LL, I think you are going to have to go back to the all time DB basic premise: PATIENCE. Let time heal the wounds. I know it is not easy... but you have to quit taking its temperature every 5 minutes and just let things heal. Maybe you should pray for healing of yourself. I have and know it has helped me. Patience and perserverance. Continue to take care of yourself.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
