I think Brian described very nicely the shift of emotions CJ has gone through. He did seem to fall into a more peaceful state than I once his "decision to stay" was made.
And, I don't know, I'd perhaps LIKE to think that he is reminded of what he did every day, but he APPEARS to be doing very well at putting it all behind him.
When I have a bad moment (Like an anniversary) his only comment is to put the past behind us, focus on now and the future.
Frankly I think I'd LIKE to hear him say what he did still haunts him! That's not a very noble sentiment, is it! But you're right in that it doesn't seem fair that we, the LBH's, have to carry the bulk of this burden ourselves.
But you're right in that it doesn't seem fair that we, the LBH's, have to carry the bulk of this burden ourselves.
