Hope,

Now that you say that....I realize what I did... wow... Maybe I'm just still in shock from everything...it has all happened so fast (within the last 4 weeks) and I am so hurt that he is going to fly to see OW parents next month... I mean you don't just go visit someone's parents like that if there isn't a significant reason right?

I will do the 180...no contact at all which I have been doing for the most part.

I just can't wait to go to Chicago on Thursday. My parents got me tickets to go for the weekend for my birthday and to get away from it all. This will be good for me. My D16 will be staying with my parents for the weekend. I will be back on Monday.

(((((HUGS!)))))

This is so hard.....


Me35/H35
D16/SS14
M-1yr/known H 18yrs
1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35
2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21
Moved out 8/21/08
H filed D on 9/9/08

God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.