I'm not going to give you advice here, because I think theo,sara and saffie have said it all. They all have a lot of widsom, but you already knew that.
So many people care for you and think SO highly of you. I would love for one day for you to tell us that you have truly found someone worthy of you and you are having a wonderful life together, because you deserve it so much.
Hee is not worthy of you or what you have to offer.
Take care buttercup.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.