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And as for not asking H for more than you really NEED??? I think we both know you're worth more than that!


well you me and a whole lot of other people know that I'm worth far more than I need and would be more than willing to go out of their way to give it to me....BUT with h all I can ask for is what I need and hope for the best...he doesn't seem to have the desire to go out of his way much for me and if I dare imply such a feeling to him I get the "it's never enough, no matter what I do your just not happy, why don't you start keeping a log" bla bla bla whatever! so the only thing I can do is accept it and lower my expectations and see what happens from there.

re the anorexia thing....no need to worry...I will always eat...I may not always be happy with my body (I always feel about 50lbs fatter than I am maybe that's why I didn't mind pregnancy at all...I had a right to be plump)
oh well. gotta run kiddo's aren't happy.

LL