so then from now on (or rather once again) no matter what is going on here at home... DO NOT CALL H
from now on (or rather once again) don't answer the phone unless a message of significant importance is left.
from now on (or rather once again) do whatever I want to do even if that means going out when h and I haven't spent any time together.
from now on (or rather once again) detach from h!
from now on (or rather once again) find the good in my life inspite of h's crappy ways.
from now on (or rather once again) get over it!
I do feel bad for h...it has been almost a year since his "wake up" but it seems he is a slow learner...unless of course there are other complications involved in wich case he's just an idiot (research shows that men always get caught while women don't).
I'm not playing anymore... I'm not bending anymore... I'm not making excuses anymore... I'm trying to not care anymore...
