it is simply inexusable. I'm sorry being short and rude and grumpy with me because you are busy with something more important is not ok...calling later on to "appologize" doesn't make it ok either...why not be courteous and say LL I'm sorry it's pooring here and I'm in the middle of trying to get these guys set up I'll call you back in a few minutes. that way I am still of some significance and not pushed asside till a time that better suits you...you don't understand this do you...why simply because in the past I have thanked you for appologizing...honestly I'd rather you learned a new way....why be a prick and have to appologize when you can find a better way to go about it so that you can still get back to your precous work that is what's truly important, when you could just be considerate in the first place and not need to make that appology call.
I can only take so much...I shouldn't have to take anything from you.
I think you were right during our seperation when you thought I hated you....I do...I hate the fact that everything else is more imporant to you than your wife and your children...I hate the fact that you express no emotion...I hate the fact that you are so self rightous to the point that you feel your affair was just something that happend and seem to feel no guilt over it at all....I hate the fact that even when you are wrong you twist it to make it me that is wrong...I'm tired of simply coasting with you...I want an adult relationship...one in wich issues can be addressed....I'm tired of being with you, I'm not happy with you, I'm not happy being the wife of the guy that everyone thinks is so wonderful when I know that he isn't.
maybe you should leave and go be with that little twit who thinks your wonderful enough to leave her family for!
