LL -- sending you a cyberhug. Anything on the "what makes is hard to Piece" thread going on here? Seriously, just looking to strip off the stuff that might be making "it all" worse and get to the core...

I had a couple of thoughts while reading your post...not sure I'm gonna be organized enough to "put them" where they belong (quote wise, that is) so bear with me...

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feeling like I'm being lied to, feeling not much different than I did before I discovered ow...infact I'm feeling worse than I did before discovering ow.


Am I reading something into your post or are you feeling OW insecure right now? Is something going on? Are you suspicious of something?

What's up with the cellphone clearing thing?

Quoting lostlove:
at this point I can once again say it wouldn't be much of a loss...asside from having a "family" I am already lonely, sex deprived, lonely, emotionaly starved, lonely, bored, lonely, tired, lonely, feeling like a fool,


This resonated with me...sometimes I wonder lately if I've built up enough of a support system besides h....friends, family. I wonder if I even know how to expand my social circle...is your loneliness about that? (external stuff that is) or is it about wanting something from h. that you're not getting?

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...only to be once again shown that it is all a lie.


Is this your fear? A projection of the future? Or is something happening now?

Sage

Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.