Quote: Maybe that is why you are able to be so positive too.
finding the positives is a good ability and can help, but these days I can say that those little positives that in the past would have been able to carry me through or pull me back out of the dark aren't going to work.
I am tired of making h's life easy...tired of excusing him or accepting his appology for being a jerk when he's busy...really is someone else's lawn more important than spending 5 minutes talking to your son who just foolishly got his finger caught in the mount of the fan (the section that turns it from side to side) leaving a scared little boy who thinks his finger is broken and wants to talk to daddy.
it has become apparent to me that h was a better father when he was not with me...he was also a better person when he was not with me.
I'm done...h will have to drag himself out of this whole..I'm done focussing on the posisitves..there's far to many negatives floating around to be ignored. wishing that I could tell h to just go away alone with the kids this weekend and leave me home!
