I did have a talk with Peanut and told her I have to work - she wishes I didn't have to. Then I asked her what kind of box she'd like to live in under the bridge so I can quit my job ;\)

As far as working out - in her eyes I am "as skinny as a piece of paper and she loves me the way I am" - she doesn't see a need for me to work out. My mom told her I want to lose weight. I said NO, I want to be healthy! There is a difference.

Stepdad was the same way with me. I want to hire a sitter or wish my mom would just leave him or he'd stop being an @$$. Do I say something to him? He's always had a horrid temper, which is why I generally withdraw. I hate that about him. He acts like he's 2 and I told my mom so!

OY VEY! I was on wellbutrin for a bit but went off. Maybe I need heavier doses of meds


....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

me=ok /D'd since 7/07
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