Some days do you just feel like you're letting just about everyone down?
So there's the dinner/picnic Wed & Thurs, Peanut was upset last night because I went to work out after work so she was with Roomie and she told my mom I "never" spend time with her, I "never" lay with her at night, etc......
So I'm letting my Peanut down, roomie...
then step dad was angry because they couldn't do what he wanted (because of me!) and started yelling (lived through that and won't have Peanut doing it) that "he's tired of this sh*t and Peanut should just go home and wait on her porch for roomie."
Bastard!
I need a vacation. I need a cabana boy. I need a drink. I need love.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
KS: One of my friends has a masters in Socialogy. She is a professor at a local university. And she has the social skills of a slug! Seriously. Always needy, blaming others, has financial problems and it's everyone else's fault. I had to stop going out because I was tired of it and it drained me as I was getting back to being "Positive Barb".
You are a good friend! Just hold onto yourself, though.
you aren't letting peanut down kids want stuff all the time
if you were laying with her etc then it would be that mom never lets me have time alone
kids are kids read a book with her tussle her hair talk to her about why you do what you do
(I told the hardys when i was working out that i was doing it so i wouldn't rip their heads off...they accepted it)
maybe tell her she is being needy
it works on me when i am being needy if someones says you know what figgy, i really love you but can you cool it on the neediness already? You're making me mental!!!
I did have a talk with Peanut and told her I have to work - she wishes I didn't have to. Then I asked her what kind of box she'd like to live in under the bridge so I can quit my job
As far as working out - in her eyes I am "as skinny as a piece of paper and she loves me the way I am" - she doesn't see a need for me to work out. My mom told her I want to lose weight. I said NO, I want to be healthy! There is a difference.
Stepdad was the same way with me. I want to hire a sitter or wish my mom would just leave him or he'd stop being an @$$. Do I say something to him? He's always had a horrid temper, which is why I generally withdraw. I hate that about him. He acts like he's 2 and I told my mom so!
OY VEY! I was on wellbutrin for a bit but went off. Maybe I need heavier doses of meds
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
Me - I guess I'm just too dumb to care what people think about me for the most part :P
You say this like it's a bad thing. I'm the same way. I seldom think about what other's think of me and I like it like that. I see friends and even my own D change personalities depending upon who they are with. I mean, really, how long can they keep that up?
Me - I guess I'm just too dumb to care what people think about me for the most part :P
You say this like it's a bad thing. I'm the same way. I seldom think about what other's think of me and I like it like that. I see friends and even my own D change personalities depending upon who they are with. I mean, really, how long can they keep that up?
So yeah, awake at 5am this morning. I think it's catching up to me. And I had a 'spresso too!
Heard roomie going to the gym and wasn't sure that was what I heard. Laid there, thinking about expense reports I need to do and thought hell with it - up and movin' mama!
So one down, one to go - and 3 statements to reconcile before I kick the bucket to my new position!!! P.S. I heard they are working on a healthy raise so my PMA is through the roof!
How's you'uns doin
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
