realizing that being tired has a negative effect on dbing.
I am tired to the point of being slightly disoriented (what mother of two little ones isn't exhausted?!). this emt course is adding to my stress, dd is climbing out of her crib and showing up in my bed (jumping up and down on my head) at 4:30 AM! I'm spent!! that tends to bring a persons pma down wich tends to effect the way one feels others perceive them, wich tends to lead toward a spiraling negative attitude about ones life.
I need a nap!
but I'll be better...perhaps we can get the kids to bed before 9pm tonight and then h and I can fall asleep on the couch...no resentment if there is no "action" tonight I think I'm too tired too!
