HAVE been getting along...and still nothing, nada, zip!!!!
Crap!
Well at least he's making dinner right now, and I have a glass of wine. Could be worse!
who the heck knows? starting to wonder if I'd just find something else to complain about it "that" area were going well.
so I think it's about time I got back to my three positives to help me out of this slump...
I will admit though I enjoy emt class and the prospect of going out and helping people...it's putting stress on me and the not being around h is adding to my downess.
I said possitives didn't I.
1. I believe I was just called dear by h (he's so damn subtle about things I'm not sure.)
2. asked h if he wanted to do anything tonight, he said he'd at least stay awake and we'll figure it out later.
3. convinced son yesterday to let me put them in the sport carraige and go roller blading on the trail.
that was a pathetic attempt at reaching for possitives...perhaps as the day goes on and I wake up a bit more (I don't like being woken up too early and dd has taken to jumping on my head somewhere around 5 am lately) I'll come up with better ones.
