I imagine you'd be even more stumped if you knew what I looked like.
Quote: Are you guys going out weekly at all.
not with any regularity, but I can tell you that it doesn't matter if we go out on not, just ads to the dissapointment...ya'd think that after a night out..whether it be dinner and a few drinks or just out alone as adults would be set up for something...sometimes it is...sometimes it aint.
Quote: What quality time are you guys doing?
on some evenings h will sit and tell me about his day, vent a bit if you wish...but lately that's about it.
it was a tad easier to deal with when I didn't leave the house....now that I go off to a class (that is 95% male) two nights a week and have it affirmed that I am desireable (guys are not very good at checking women out descretely) it is all the more frustrating to get rejected at home.
h has upgraded his cell phone...same # and all just a newer version of the phone...I've discovered that it is possible and very easy to delete calls from it where the old phone was not. can ya guess I don't like that fact! not that I check much but when I do I don't like seeing that basically an entire day of calls has been deleted.
can ya tell I'm headed down that spiral again....funny thing is I don't care much to "have an episode" as h calls it. let him live in his nice little world where w doesn't have any issues with anything and live in peace, despite the fact that we are probably both brewing inside.
