It is possible. I always prided myself on being strong, independent. My H did say I was controlling. I am not sure. I do know that even this morning, I am so tired that I wonder if I will ever not feel tired again. The thing is, when I asked God to use me as a vessel...well just be careful what you ask for!!!! I am not sure where this is headed, but somehow I do know that this was all supposed to happen. It is a strange feeling, in the midst of this turmoil, I still feel calm.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..