KS: It is a woman's perogative to change her mind. And this is YOUR call.
I had difficulty with the anniversary the first couple of years. Expectations, of him remembering. My own raw feelings. But it goes away. Hard not to "think" of it a tiny bit now but I usually don't try to do anything. The second year I did go to dinner and a movie with my daughter. By the fourth year I had Josh so I didn't want to do anything special on that day.
Personally, I'd go to baseball. But only you know. And your friend should respect your wishes even if you did change your mind.
