Thursday is "our" wedding anniversary and my roomie and I were going to do dinner and go out, but I told our softball coach that I would play Thursday night. I think she's upset with me, and while I understand, I am not sure if I want it to be a "normal" day or "commemorate" it like we did with hers.
So last night we were talking about the week ahead. I invited my preggo friend over for dinner Wednesday night and forgot we were supposed to go to a picnic. I don't have Peanut and I spaced so I told her I'd reschedule with my friend. Then I got the "oh never mind," ....
Then we were talking about softball and she doesn't want to play this week. I told her I said I was playing both games and that's when the anniversary dinner came up. "I thought we were going to dinner"
I told her I forgot, but that I wasn't sure I wanted to "commemorate" the day. I think I want it to just be a Thursday.
"well we did for mine!"
Yeah but it was her first one and she was sad, etc. We did it because she wanted to. I don't. I thought I did, so I can understand why I am confusing I guess but...
Maybe I am just not used to living with someone and worrying about another adult's feelings. I mean, Peanut - I've kind of got it down with her, but another adult...
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
