You're probably right. I guess I just really don't want to do it anymore, weird as that sounds. I always thought those sessions would be a positive thing, but he usually ends up making me feel worse. At least Jody will probably try to lead him to be a little more positive. The thing is that once he says something, he can't take it back, and I know he is going through these mood swings right now, and I don't want him to say something that he feels really guilty for later. My expectations sure have changed! Now what I hope to hear from him is only "no guarantees". That sounds like about the most positive thing he could say :). I just don't want me coming back to be brought up, else it could ruin my possible ninja-like move back into the house in mid-October!
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
