Thanks Snodderly. That's what I am trying to do. Take care of me and the kids.
Today, however was a very strange day. H called me at work. Said he had a check for me for d13's swim fee and wanted to drop it off. I told him to call when he was close and I would run down.
He said he was not working and asked if he could come by later to see d13. I told him fine and asked if he would help me to trim the dogs nails. He said he cut his finger last night and was in the e.r. and didn't know if he would be able to help.
When I went down to get the check and saw H I realized how bad the night must have been for him. From what I understand, from what little he told me, I fear that either MOW or her H went after him with a knife and that is how his finger got hurt. It was unable to be stitched but he received a tetnus shot and major pain pills and anti-biotics.
He said to me "you really don't want to know the whole story about how it happened. let's just say it was a bad night." I tried to say maybe things would be better tomorrow..and he replied that it is over for good. I ignored the comment. Can't get my expectations and my imagination going. He left to get his prescriptions filled and said he would be at the house when I got home from work and asked if I would let him buy dinner.
H was quite the mess last night. We had pizza and wings and he laid down and slept for quite a while. I could tell he was in a lot of pain....just don't know what hurt more....the finger or the heart. I am hoping he sleeps tomorrow.
So, I am leaving him out there to figure this out. Tomorrow is another day and he is so addicted to MOW he could try to fix things with her....although I don't know what happened for sure.
As for me it is one day at a time and trying not to think about what transpired. Just leaving H to God.
