despite my crappy feelings yesterday the day went very well.
h called several times letting me know his whereabouts.
h and I planned to spend some time together rather than his just going to bed early (he has been going to bed early when I'm at class, wich was 3 nights this week)
I went out in the afternoon with the kids to get some stuff at the mall (I got myself the new harry potter book, now I just have to find the time to read it!!) on the way home I called h's cell and discovered he was on his way home, he got home an hour earlier than normal!!!
when h got home he was smiling (damn he's cute when he's smiling) I got a hug.
after putting dd to bed son h and I sat in the basement watching tv, actually h took dd up to bed after I gave her a bath because she wanted to be daddy's baby, when h returned to the basement I was sitting on the couch and son was on the beanbag on the floor, h jumped on the couch and cuddled me for about an hour before going up to shower with son.
I went out and got a movie to watch with h.
h stayed awake for the movie.
then off to bed we went.
other than the lack of sexual contact the evening was a positive one.
h has called already today and let me know his whereabouts and his estimated arival time.
when I reminded h that I'd be going out tonight it almost sounded like he was dissapointed (he'd never actually say so it's not like him)
