Hope3343, I hear you on being lonely with someone next to you. I keep reminding myself that happiness and contentment has to come from inside of me or it will never stay, can't get it from the outside. Hope telling the kids is hard, but a relief at the same time, then they understand why you are feeling down, the healing can start when everyone is on the same page, stay strong.

Not much going on here, did my own thing tonight, made dinner and did the dishes and a couple other cleaning up things, then went for a walk with a friend and visited for a bit, it was nice for me. I just got home, of course H is gone up to bed, but not very long ago. Oh well.

Trying to work the distance thing. Trying to work on the PMA.


Me 41
H 42
DD 11
DS 8
M 18
bomb 8/3/06
separating 9/18/08