ponderings

[sage]

honestly I don't know what the heck it is...things seem fine and then they don't...

Definitely a cyclic thing...I can relate!

still can't figure it out...is it me? is it h? is it just us? wtf is it? is it nothing at all? I know that I feel something is not right could be this, could be that....does h even feel anything? notice anything? would be no point in my asking as it's not likely that I'd get any kind of answer...

so...can you say what you notice? I know you know from my threads that when I hit a rough patch, I start to feel anxious and it seems like h. retreats a bit...not sure which comes first, frankly, but I KNOW for sure that they feed off of each other.

I was reading something this morning that suggested that when you get stuck, you should ask yourself two questions:

What am I afraid of?
What is making me sad?

Any thoughts???

I'm almost feeling like I want to get out again....not be around...take off and go to the movies or something...somethings not right and I don't know what it is and wonder if I even care anymore.

LL

So why not do that (movies, dinner with friend, whatever). This is SB, right??? If doing that breaks you out of the semi-funk, well, that's aok, right?

Sage