Quote: WHAT is this about? Did I miss something? You worked and worked and your H came home and you actually let this into your brain? I know I am kind of new to your thread, but explanation please...
I try not to let this into my brain. because he did leave me for her...they had a "connection" that he supposedly never had with me and I'm not so sure he's wrong about that it has been a long long time since we were friends if we ever were, because I'm insecure and sometimes think that perhaps it was not me but his children he came home for, becuase when the alien first awakes they still say things that make you say wtf...ie. "I have to put my needs aside for my family" h doesn't remember saying that. because h didn't simply have an ea, h actually believed (and still isn't sure what he felt) he was in love with her. because it friggen stinks that's all, becuase if he were meant to be with me he wouldn't have gone to her.
I don't know. guess I just didn't take fully to heart the statement, believe none of what you hear and half of what you see. and some statements made still hurt.
funny thing is that when ow first called me (she was calling to let me know they were just friends) she let me know how much my h loves me and what a great mother he says I am and yada yada yada. this 4th of july h told one of my friends that he adores me, last ocotber when h first started to come around he told another friend that I'm awesome...but these words of affirmation don't come my way? why don't they come my way? why after all this should I just know?
