My toe is much better today, looks like Jen was right, just a sprain!
I am trying my best to be patient. Today I decided to "go dark" for the day and just give him a little space after spending so much time together. He can't miss me if I am always there, right? So I did not text him all day and was getting kind of sad because he was not texting me and then right as I was logging on here he sent a text. Nothing important just a funny bumper sticker he had seen. But he reached out and that was what I was waiting for.
I am excited for counseling tomorrow actually. I am sure that it will be more of the same but at least it will give an opening for any R talks that might need to be addressed, although right now I can't think of any. So we shall see. If anything does come up I can guarentee that we will not have an argument about it this time. If it gets tense I am going to drop it. I need to get better at not forcing the issue.
He has plenty of space to think it all out. I think ITH is right in that he has to make this decision of his own free will and not because of any pressure I put on him. That way it will be a real and genuine change and that is the only kind I want anyways.
