honestly I don't know what the heck it is...things seem fine and then they don't...

still can't figure it out...is it me? is it h? is it just us? wtf is it? is it nothing at all? I know that I feel something is not right could be this, could be that....does h even feel anything? notice anything? would be no point in my asking as it's not likely that I'd get any kind of answer...

I'm almost feeling like I want to get out again....not be around...take off and go to the movies or something...somethings not right and I don't know what it is and wonder if I even care anymore.

LL