I will start a new thread as well. Chose the name because it is again, a partial song title. And this is how we all would like our sitches to go ...... in a positive zooma zooma direction ...

So I have the sportcar t-top this week - yeah!!! ;\) So how does it make me feel .... Driving this car makes me feel, strong, confident, happy & a bit sexy.

Strange how one can feel this way & yet I have to keep my emotions from reeling their ugly head. I knew with switching cars w/my H - that he would use my car to take more of his things from the house. We had a nice time together on Saturday (1st time I saw him since 7/31). I guess one hopes with even a tiny step that the WAS will put the brakes on. So my feelings are torn with wanting him to be happy & have his things & hurt because reality is hitting me in the face again. Him taking his things = we will be even farther apart. Not true really, but that's how I feel. In this long saga - my H & I still have to get back to the friends stage. So we are pretty far apart already..... (Coach - is this kinda how you are feeling??)

Think it's time for daily detaching thread read, to put my emotions back in check.

Me39, XH45
Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats
Divorced 6/4/09
Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)