Just checking in on you and once again I am amazed at how good you sound. There are going to be some tougher times then others so I'm not surprised that you're not feeling as good as you were last week.. but I do hope this week, with all of you GAL activities, you will feel start feeling great.
I am thankful to hear that it was a system glitch and a wrong number instead of your H closing his email and changing his cell phone number.
I've read many, many times that the OW is not a reflection of you.. so you should not think she offers more than you do. Supposedly most WAS choose someone less than the LBS... to help them feel better about themselves... your H will out grow the spider once he starts getting his head on straight.