At the point you are at, the only advice I have for you is to stop being desperate and don't push the issue, it will only push her further away.

If the alcohol was the only problem, and you've taken action for that, ask yourself, did you do it for her or you?

Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11