Have O/W home # and I want to call

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I know... I know... but I finally got an answer from my husband... he would always say "I DONT KNOW" Or "IT IS SO HARD" but he finally told me of his plans and they are to start a new life a fresh star as he put it... a new life with his girlfriend...I said you want a new life?? with her?? and he said that is the plan... finally the truth

I dont know why he yanked my chain for almost a year.. I told him that if he was afraid to hurt me again....that I was way past that and then he told me the truth...

In a strange I feel so much better like a weight has been lifted...I dont think I am in love with him anymore... but I still do love him and maybe I always will....

But I have the truth... no more, I DONT KNOW.... so now all I can do is to keep praying for him.. keep standing with God for our healing.. and just seek God almighty for strength...

Dont know what else I can do... there were so many lies... and I asked the questions and he answered. I needed that.
Now I can sort of say... put in behind me and start a new life without him .... for the time being till we get a miracle....

I know I should of not pushed it but I needed answers. and now I have them...and I asked if he could tell me when he is planning to file... said he did not know... but that he hadn't done it yet.....What does that mean..... more chain pulling I guess .. but like they say in here... believe half of what they say and half of whta they do... and that is so true...
Be blessed in Jesus name everybody...